At the cross roads of your life there are tests.On choices you take and possible outcome in the future of those steps.Your guidians help but also through road blocks and test of will and desire.What will you do.They are doing this to me now how bad do you want this outcome at all cost or if it falls into place or not.By waiting many times about a decision is a choice in itself.This reincarnation and karma.But if it were easy it wouldn't be any fun for them and you.That is the cosmic joke.