As I have been continuing my path on mending the past and healing the future ...the following vision is was shown to me...in my room...on my own...without the aid of hypnotherapy. As you all know...this has been a three year progression...leading me to find my past souls...hence to heal the Now...leading me to go forward...towards ascension.
To realize these events...not only releases me from the Karma...but enables me to heal my spirit in the present by asking and receiving forgiveness.
These words...are the words I heard and saw...as I recalled my vision and sawmost of what happened as I walked in the garden, in the period of Colonial India...l860's?
This was a very short vision with many things happening at once...Lord Krishna was calling me also...maybe to distract me from any bloody events...for you know I am of the possitive heart only...
The woman I saw....wearing a wide brimed hat and long dress of that period..I knew I was a British subject and not the Hindu's past wife...that I also thought I was....during my last visit to India in 2005.
I lived in a very substantial household...with Indian servants...horses...and the most beautiful gardens. It was a personal sanctuary in a hostile environment as I thought the native people were beginning to resent us.
My Blue vision of Krishna was much more appealing and I started to go towards the blue heaven of the this most honourable divinity.....
I still don't understand the circumstances...looking back...I can see now my afinity with India....longing to live there again..
empress of the east
What I remember was being at the Taj Mahal....september 2004...my first trip to India...invited by my friend Mahipat...whom I had met l5 yrs ago at the los angeles Clinic where we both had our sons...for a conference on hearing loss
Many families came from all over the world...every summer...we were two of 25 families from 12 countries...
Anyways...as we were at the Taj...exiting the great mosleum of the great Arjumand and her husband Shaj Jahan...i remember thinking how quiet is was...."Oh..if there was just some ravi shakar....or a violin...or Celine...singing"...hahaha
Suddenly, a small boy, back about 200 yrds..started to sing.....well i started to cry and my friend, monty said..."Oh your mind is so easy to read"....
Of course i said..."What is he singing....the boy was singing a song..."If this is your last life on earth...Let it be in India"
Hence....I knew that I had been in India before...and had my first vision of the great halls...with a silvery man standing outside....waiting for my quest.
So Osiris.....I suppose you are the link to my question...and of course that would be...Do you remember being in India? and if so....I suggest you ask me some more questions....so you may impart some knowledge that will help me to put some of my past lives into perspective.
Our Underworld is fillled with many past lives...buried deep in mother earth...not in the dark crevasse's that most would think....just waiting to be brought to light....and asked for forgiveness and immerse into the now...
empress of the east
All I know about my friend...is that after many years of correspondence by letter...he said to me...just prior to september 2004.."It is time to come to India!
I was, of course, in the depths of a horrible relationship, and wanting a new beginning to a new path I knew I was on....accepted the invitation to join him in New Delhi....and then onto Ahemedabad....his home.
We travelled by train...bus....airplane...after visiting Agra....to his home in the south-west of India....I spent many days...just resting...eating...laughing..crying
with his family, friends who were all so loving and accepting of this lonely Canadian woman....they couldn't understand why i didn't bring my children to India...however...they knew nothing of my adventure...my new beginning...my path to some kind of enlightenment....which started on the second day of my trip...and didn't stop....and hasn't stopped....
He and I remain friends...although I know now...after my second trip...that I must have had some kind of fatal ending....I was so distraught during the middle of a rain storm that caused us to end up in the middle of no where...and staying in a police compound...his sisters husbands place...for the night....all I wanted to do was go home....
Sit in the shade of a nutmeg tree. The Ayurvedic health clinic of Kerala will offer restorative treatments and masages incorporating herbal oils made from exotic spices.
Pink is the Rajput color of hospitality. In the late afternoon light, variations of pinks, oranges, and the salmon-rust color of the five-story "palace of winds", adorned with delicate floral motifs and filigree windows. Exotic pavilions, gardens, pools and fountains with a pink fortress at its heart.
In Krishnamurti: 100 Years there was a student who was shocked to see the small, slender figure of Krishnamurti change right in front of her very eyes to a tall luminescent figure that looked like the Buddha. His luminosity affected all who were in his presence.
The eagle seeks the deepest blue of the sky, not the ocean.
A sinking continent this past weekend.
"You have been telling the people that this is the Eleventh Hour.
Now you need to go back and tell the people that this is the Hour.
There is a river flowing now very fast.
It is so great and swift that there are those who will be afraid.
They will try to hold onto the shore.
They will feel they are being torn apart and they will suffer greatly.
Know the river has its destination.
The elders say we must let go of the shore.
Push off into the middle of the river.
Keep our eyes open and our head above the water.
See who is there with you to celebrate.
Message from Hopi Elders
My teacher Todd Caldecott has returned from a retreat in Kerala recently which sounds reminiscent of this one...this area is full of cinnamon, nutmeg and cardemon trees and bushes....
The road to Munnar....is a slow and arduous drive...up the mountains to the most beautiful tea country you have ever seen! It was on this road I visioned the Queen Mother of England...surmising that many have travelled this road..and on that day...I, too, had travelled....seeing many things...rosewood, muhogany, teak wood all along the road...giving to mind the things I will need for my ayurvedic work.
In the middle of a dense forest I also saw my dragon...a large green carved figure of enormous size...always showing me the path...comforted that I am protected and safe...
Many, now, are speaking of this eleventh hour...and I see a great exitdess inland...following the river to my door...
I am waiting...I am ready...I see eternity now from the top of the mountain, the edge of the cliff...the vastness of the universe....on this earth I call heaven...
Thank you for your lovely post...you have great wisdom...you have no fear...and now that I will return to the east...with my heart renewed...I will continue my quest...for all to be and all to be one.
empress of the east
I wonder now...at my dream of the great warrior...facing west with an arrow through his heart? pointing west....hahah....seems my heart is again the focal point of many stories...this one is no exception....
I am trying to heal...with many hearts broken...all with an ending and a new beginning....
Pat has recounted a story of the hindu, also, and how I am to ask his forgiveness...maybe I was the soldier in the story....and you were the daughter?
as you are aware....I have always felt like a warrior...but not with a blood thirsty revenge...just a great warrior....with a great heart...with a great love for the one I know...
empress of the east
It is through you, now that I am remembering everything.
You are the channel...the portal...the gatekeeper....the angel
whether it be the angel of termination or the angel of the guardians..
The warrior was riding in the night....full dress...and adornments....with a horse of fury...
entering into my vision...with a look of a l000 yrs of battle written on his face..
I wonder if my spirit guide is of more than one face,, transposing him/herself to fit the experience...yes...you are all my angels....helping me heal.
I told this great warrior...to go now to the light...to be released from this endless journey that I have now encompassed into my soul...
This is soul retrieval...this is healing
empress of the east
More than it seems
These moments in time....are just that...moments...to remember...to recall......to realize...to resolve....and then....relinquish....
This moment....now....is one of much more pleasure...and peace...to embrace the now....is a quality of the kindred spirits....to share....and show compassion for all
If our paths have crossed....it is for one purpose...for the balance of all things..
The truth always shows the story....the hidden meaning...to some...the blatant to others....resulting in an understanding that love is the main stream of every river...
No ocean ever refuses any river....
Waiting in the sea of discovery....that sometimes is hidden very deep in the ocean of love....is always worth the dive...
empress of the east
asking for forgiveness
Today my soul retrieval included my brother...who passed a few years ago...without me being able to tell him
There we were in the paradise....looking at each other.....he was a very strong figure head to me....as a big brother always is!
I was telling him....please understand me....and as he looked at me...i understood the quality of our relationship...him being big and strong...and i being the little sister....
There was a love.....so compassionate...I didn't understand until today....
He is here...to give his strength to me...now and forever more...
Sometimes the retrieval can come in the forms of dreams, visions, or thoughts that seem to penetrate...the subconscious....
I accept this dream as a confession and acclamation of what i am to do...
empress of the east xo
We are in a good and odd time. I ran across a some very odd phenomenon working with EVPs (Electronic Voice Phenomenon). A whole group of voices claiming to be "Voices of the Universe." Take everything with a very large portion of salt. Some are very good at deception and will use your own desires, fears, hopes and aspirations to rope you into a web of deception. Not every energy is friendly or "nice" but there seem to be plenty that are.
Their language we recieve is a "closest concept" to ours so names of older dieties seem to be used as a task description. But their knowlege of our concept base isn't complete and you can spot deception when it becomes "over the top". If you find yourself going through so many emotional hoops it exhausts you that's a pretty good indication you are a source of entertainment.
Another weak area is that although all time is one point for them and everything appears to be observable your own feelings and thoughts are not. Your own "souls song" must be revealed not observed.
So, anywho just take care that your search is your own. Use your own good common sense and don't believe everything you are told by anyone... from anywhere.
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